Does This Poem Make Me Look Fat?

insecurity should never be capitalized.
It feels like i never am.
In the lowercase i stay being underwhelmed.

There is no doubt. 

That’s all, that's the ruse.

Cuts deep, oh how it stings. 

Bitterness I taste from within.
Mocking me, Here are your flaws! 
And my fears? You have them all.